wat a big joke for me

seriously my mood 100 drop to 0!

all the plan gone...few weeks ago still keep thinking want to buy wat for u as birthday gift,n plan where to celebrate!ends up like tat...F, i hate be a organizer! everybody just like nt their business at all, ok fine tats it....nt be the first time! i do...after tat wat i get? wat the respond for me?does any ppl say thanks to me? no...is no!exactly no! n no one wil remember wat u do...fine tis nt a big deal for me! important is the birthday guy/girl happy tats enough!because i treat u as bestfriend from my heart. for me bestfren nt just simply say from mouth only! some people are just say how good wit u, but when u face the problem seriously who wil help u? totally disappointed...

y no people can understand me? i told u guy many time ald,gt anyone listen to me from heart? always tot it was a joke! do u know some joke is funny!but some joke i really care! actualy tis time i nt angry, i just feel y no body understand me, sry for destroy ur big day......i think i oso nt important at all.....enjoy.

i wil post here just for myself, n i know no one will come n take a look and care my feeling!

stop.

最深处~

时间过得真快，不知不觉都有两个月了。。。
我不知道我的选择是否对或错，可是也变成无法改变的现实了~
或许我的离开对你也算是种解脱，我无法做到一个完美的男友~
我无法给你安全感，也带给你许多幸福开心~
我唯一可以做的是放开你，但并不代表我不喜欢你了~
或许时间是一种解药，久了就会慢慢的淡掉~
可是我还是会把您藏在心里最深处，占据心理的一小处~
偶尔会回味过去的我们，或许当你我有另一拌了，但至少在我心目中还是会有您的一个位子~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLlw-mbEs8E

tis song is really match the feel!虽然想你心还是会揪~

眼

最近左眼都不停的跳动，而且是接二连三的跳~就一直有种很不祥的预感，感觉会发生一些事情。。。

没想到这短短的几天，竟然发生了很多事。。。今天还看到新闻，日本遭到海啸的攻击。。。很多的建筑物，和无辜的市民都被这场无情的海啸带走了~真的很感伤，突然觉得我所发生的事并不算什么。。。我~很幸运了，至少还有我的家人我的朋友陪伴。

今天我的左眼也不在跳动了~希望雨过天琴，诚心的为日本的灾民祈祷！

special for my bro~

i think is during form 2 in this photo lolz XD...FREAKING LONG TIME ald.....


The last day during our spm!

the first time we go genting...
lolz....now i m getting stronger jor!







when we get drunk~


rawatan~
sing k and acting cool^^

haiz finally u going to AUSTRALIA...真的不舍得咯！we know each other at form 1,and we have a same result right!tats i remenber lol...actualy i nt really like u when during form 1,cos u r too talkative for me haha...but no choice u r the first classmate who sit beside me,and the first ppl who talk wit me during 1 cekap XD...so i just accept it.

i was surprise that our frenship nvr change ,even we are in different class during form 3 and different college.form 1 until now...wow we ald know each other 8 years!time pass so freaking fast man!!!in this 8 years i think we almost everyday stick together,during secondary school u sit beside me,always hang out together,badmiton together,sing k, movie...even clubbing u also here lol...

watever la...our memory is too much~cant express all out......wish u all the best in ur new life and enjoy it!!





Bro waiting u back n get drunk again^^

justnow really lose control when i sending micky back home....just keep thinking and talking something about u wit micky,thn suddenly my tears pop out non stop......omg i m crying~!==micky u r the lucky girl who saw me cry, i nvr cry infront of any ppl before!tis time really lose control....(yong sui ar)my cry face is fucking weird and like kid=.=!

车，运

倒霉的我，今天被motor撞。。。而且我又是很无辜的被撞！！！我没超速，没乱转弯，没突然刹车。。就直走吧了也架不超过50因为是小路==！
很突然的boom一声，我的车震动一下。。。就从后镜看到一位16,17岁的马来人倒在地上，当时的我简直就发呆了，赶快停下来看下他有没有事~他手脚留了很多血衣服也烂了，当时我也没管我的车有没有事了就问他要去医院没有，可是他说不用然后就看我车有事没~因为他知道是他错而且下雨因该是路滑吧，所以我也没怪他~过后他就等他爸爸来。他爸来了，就和我谈问我要怎样处理~我也一头雾水就打给我爸，可是我家人都去金马仑了><...我本来打算拿车去弄在和他收回钱可是他死都不要然后说他钱包只有20块！原本我像report的可是我爸就说算了（因为很麻烦的），可是我就是不喜欢他爸的态度！它知道我不会report的就逼我，他说你不要20块就算不然你自己去report><
最后在打给我爸，他说算了，那我也只好算了！！！

真的真的很“黑”~

我发现驾车有时无论你驾到几慢几安全还是会被人撞。。。只怪我没车运吧

SKYTREx^^

4/12/2010
yohoo~skytrex again^^

3 j(josh,jin,jason),ho sing sing,pinkyee ang ho punya fren^^
three of us(bro)

when the game started!!!yeah

hehe second time go for shah alam skytrex!really enjoy it so much n hv fun!

for me the second time is better thn first time, maybe got experience ald XD...

and nice to meet to the utar fren, they all are frenly^^

超累的一天~

haiz...一大早就中“插”==,算啦这也是打工都会遇到的问题。。。

过后after lunch，就和yusion去sunway帮老板拿车=.=！！！
超大压力的说。。。我要架最贵那两车回！！
还好顺利到公司^^无聊的一天就将过了！
超累的我~每天放工会家就睡到晚上！
加油！还有一个星期就完了